I don't want this journal to be dead. It's the first journal that I've been able to write in regularly. I've never kept a journal for more than 2 months in a row before, and this was going on 10 months. That's a record for me.

Last month I went through a bunch of the older entries. I had completely forgotten about the little fling with Ali in the summer, and how bad of a kisser he was.

I forgot about how scared I was about the war. I didn't realize how dumb I sound when I decide to update when I'm drunk.

I REALLY want to keep this diary, yet more and more I find myself wanting to write more blog type entries instead of these longer, more in depth ones. Livejournal is calling to me more and more. I like the set up of livejournal, and I love my friends page.

I guess I've been really busy lately -- Engineering is taking a lot more time than I thought it was going to this year. I constantly feel like I'm overworked, and having to work part time on top of going to university full time is really paying its toll on me.

I half started an entry on my trip to Kingston for NCWIE, and never got around to finishing it. That's something I wanted documented. I really don't want to forget anything that happened that weekend.

So I really don't want this journal to be dead. But if I don't update it for a while, its because I'm updating on LJ.

The alter ego needs some attention too.